I think you should know that I make up a lot of stuff in my head and then get sad about it. I like to sleep and I like to blog. I am going to die someday.
There is if you merge. [ Offered, putting down the drink to pick up the pizza. ] I can't imagine you not speaking your mind... How many have you looked at?
Wow, ouch. [ Completely deadpan at being called judgy (it's not wrong still!!!) chews ... she wants to say something about the depression, she doesn't.] What are yours like?
[it's ok to be judgy aya is loved the way she is!]
They have a historical flavor. My vision self is an apothecary and a servant of sorts, she was raised in a brothel but she's the daughter of an important military strategist. It's a mess. I've already remembered two different kidnappings.
Anyway, if you're not seeing your visions, you'll need a different motivation to survive in this place.
...
How do you feel about family history plots? The mystery of this ship? The annesiacs? The supposed monster that eats memories? The potential toxic romance between the Showmaster and the Ticketmaster?
I feel like rather I want to deal with any of that or not, that I'm going to have to. [ for a lot of reasons. ] And I guess - I want to stop people from suffering for no reason.
No, the trade-off from learning to cook is now I'll have more dishes to do.
I'm sure there's a reason for all this, but it's probably generational trauma from the big families and their bad decisions. If you want to learn more about that, you're officially invited to come risk your life for clues with me and a few other people.
... They wanted us to make someone give up parts of them to create balance in the world. Body parts or attributes, whatever we could think of? Shura took away its memories and it cried like it was the one thing it wanted to keep. Then he took its eye and ate it.
This girl carries the family's pain and suffering, and making her cry is part of the family ritual. So, generational trauma 101. We didn't complete the ritual but I gave her my shoes and now she visits sometimes.
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Wow, ouch. [ Completely deadpan at being called judgy (it's not wrong still!!!) chews ... she wants to say something about the depression, she doesn't.] What are yours like?
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[it's ok to be judgy aya is loved the way she is!]
They have a historical flavor. My vision self is an apothecary and a servant of sorts, she was raised in a brothel but she's the daughter of an important military strategist. It's a mess. I've already remembered two different kidnappings.
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[ to herself not that she's viewed all of hers, eating pizza as she listens. ]
For the era that sounds typical at least, but seriously - two kidnappings?
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Anyway, if you're not seeing your visions, you'll need a different motivation to survive in this place.
...
How do you feel about family history plots? The mystery of this ship? The annesiacs? The supposed monster that eats memories? The potential toxic romance between the Showmaster and the Ticketmaster?
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[ this is aya's version of bullying, ]
[ ... ]
I feel like rather I want to deal with any of that or not, that I'm going to have to. [ for a lot of reasons. ] And I guess - I want to stop people from suffering for no reason.
[ and the above listed ones are for no reason, ]
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I'm sure there's a reason for all this, but it's probably generational trauma from the big families and their bad decisions. If you want to learn more about that, you're officially invited to come risk your life for clues with me and a few other people.
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[ she should hesitate or think longer on it, but curiosity kills the cat: ]
If I'm going to risk my life it might as well be for something useful. You'll need a straight-man.
... I didn't tell you, but they summoned the Holy Order to one of those performances and it was weird.
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Bring snacks if you have them. And you can't let Yue know I told you about the love hotel, his screams would put us all in danger.
What was that like?
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[ thinks about it. ]
... They wanted us to make someone give up parts of them to create balance in the world. Body parts or attributes, whatever we could think of? Shura took away its memories and it cried like it was the one thing it wanted to keep. Then he took its eye and ate it.
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...Ugh. That man is so over the top. When they called us, we were supposed to make our Forge person cry, but it was a child.
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[ no she's not ]
... what reason did they give for that? To make it cry?
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I guess that means she likes the shoes.